Right Kind Of Wrong

the questions u didn't wanna know

When I come back to the room and crawl back in bed ,he pulls me in close he's holding me tight. I rub my face on his neck and chest he smells so good. Like his skin is so intoxicating to me. For a guy his skin is so soft ,all of his skin... and he has this scent ... every single person has there very own scent. Well his is the best .. he kisses me on my forehead twice and says ur doing it again .. I stop and think what is he talking about ? I look up at him .. he says ur over thinking something. .. I immediately look down .. how does he do that ? How does he know ? Stop baby .he breaths at me .. it's sexy. I shake my head ok .. we had been laying there holding each other for a while and I couldn't take it no more. So I ask .. how many people have u slept with? He looks down at me .. the room is some what light now. From the sun outside the window. . His eyes are so dark brown .. 4 he says .. I laugh.. Jay please don't lie to me .he says baby if I was gonna lie believe me I would have said a much higher number ... why ? I ask he looks confused ,we both turn on our sides face to face. .. I mean why would u say a much higher number .. idk.. baby its just how it is for guys. The more ladies they have slept with the better they are .. yea.. I say.. so it really is 4.. I ask. He looks me straight in the eye.. yes. How old were you the first time .. I ask .. Jay says 14. Wow!! I say .. yeah.. what was her name? I laugh .. he smiles . Laila . He go's on. She was 4 yrs. Older then me .. wow .. he shakes his head yes.. I say and the others .. he says you wanna know about them really ... yes .I state.. well the sec was Becky she was my age ,and we actually dated for 6 mons.. but she had to move away .. then the third was Sara that was a one night stand. He's laughing. Jay !! I say. He's like hey she wanted it .. I have omg face on ... he says I haven't Seen her sense ... wow.. ... then Shana ... he knows I hate that bitch!! She's the birthday whore ... he hides his face in my chest ... I say well then there is five .. right. He says yeah.. between my boobs. . He's says baby I love you .. in his shy I'm such a whore voice. .. I love you too... he looks up at me and says can you tell me ur past. . I die.. I say yep you. . He says oh no ... u have done things before me .. tell me baby .. he says .. oh this isn't gonna be good .. well I've kissed prolly 20 guys. . I've been touched by three ... . and.. he says wait what do u mean touched... I pull his hand up and show it to him and I put my face in the pillow and I die ... red faced ... he says u mean fingered.. I die. I'm screaming ewwwwwwww never ever say that again .. he's laughing! He says is that what u mean? Yes .. Jay .. yes .. he's laughing. . Why don't u wanna call it what it is .. ewwwww please don't it makes me cringe .... he's really laughing at me .. I can't lift my face out the pillow. .. he kisses the side of my very hot face .. hot and red I'm certain. .. he says who are these guys ... I stop . Well two guys .. he looks at me with his eye brows straight up .. what? One giiiiirllll. I say very slowly.. he's got his i need more face on.... well Joe and my ex ... I stop.. and the girl .. I look at him .. he says Tammie .. I say NO!! He laughs .. who then. Just a girl I was friends with long time ago.. her name was Tammie too but not red haired Tammie .. he's like oh OK ... she is blonde. And retarded. . I laugh ..he's like umm. OK. He says I really didn't like ur ex .. now I hate him.. I laugh .. well I hate ur ex too. He laughs .. we are standing in the kitchen I'm cooking breakfast and Jay is behind me with his arms around my waist when my mom and Rick come into the kitchen .. Jay doesn't let go of me. I was thinking omg.. she's gonna have a moment .. mom says yall are too much ..Rick says no they are obsessed .. you have no idea.. mom says they are too young. And walks back to her room .. we laugh . Jay will not let go of me. He is literally walking with me every step I take . Rick is watching us.. Jay don't give a shit... when I get everything ready I ask Jay to take it all the table .. he groans .. he don't wanna let me go .. I give him the sad lip and he shakes his head yes... do u want orange juice Jay ?? I ask . He shakes his head yes.. I go to sit down and he pulls me into his lap and starts feeding me .. Rick says wow u two .. Jay looks at his father .. Rick says yall are sick obsessed. ..we laugh .. he says be careful with that it can turn dangerous. . We both turn to him.. he says when two people are that obsessed with each other .. as strong as that love is the fights will become just as strong. The passion is on the same level in love and in anger. Just don't let it become violent. ... I firmly start I'd never ever be with any guy that hit me. Deal breaker !!! I would walk away. .Rick says that's really good to hear. NO woman deserves to be hit ,and I didn't raise Jason that way ... but when it comes to loving some one so much u can't be without them ..u some times except any behavior. ...