Right Kind Of Wrong

let summer begin

It's Friday the last day of school. I've hugged every single person at this school today including the staff .. I feel a Lil sad about school being out .. when I get home Rick is there and says I'm gonna drop u off at Zare house in about three hours if u think u can be ready by then .. yes I reply .. I walk to my room and as I sit down my phone buzzes it's Tammie she's text me 4 times .. oh crap! I call her .. hey boo boo . She's has now inform me she is coming to Zare for the weekend. .. she's having bf issues .. I decided I needed to feel better about me .. so I go all out I decided to wear my best jeans and that white lacey top I got mons ago with a very lil blue Jean crop jacket and my white timberland boots they cost me a fortune. .. lol .. I look straight lethal. . It's time to feel better..... my makeup was so on point it even shocked me .. hair was perfect.. I mean I'm just like wow when I look in the mirror. . I never look this good . I guess heartbreak. Will make a girl work hard on her looks ... lol I spray the best smelling perfume I own on .. and grab my bags . Tammie is waiting on me .. she says wow girl if Jay saw u now. ......... I laugh .. no there will be no Jay ... he's gone... we are driving to Zare house when Rick says we have to stop at my father in laws house. We pull up and I leap out the car I love grandpa and I haven't Seen him in a few .. so I go inside and hug grandpa .. he says wow u look nice sweet heart I say thanks. ,,, when I hear some one say .. yes you do ... it's JAY ! I look up and he's standing in the door way his hands on the top of the frame. Shirtless .. in sweat pants .. looking dam sexy ! His hair is all over his head ,he looks and sounds like he just woke up .. I look at tam..she smiles like a loon. Wendy ,grandpa's house keeper and nurse .. says Melanie wow ! I love that top !! I say thanks .. Jay walks past me and whispers me tooo.. I bought this a while back and wore it for Jay one night ,that was a very hot night. I mean one I know both of us may never ever forget .. I smile up at Jay knowing he's remembered it too. He is in the kitchen so I go in there I open the frig I know grandpa loves his lemonade. . So I know I'll find one .. yep! I grab two .. I turn around and Jay is right behind me .. he looks down my whole body slowly then back up to my face . We are sorta close to each other .. he says where are u going looking this dam fine ? I laugh he doesn't. He's looking so dam deep in my eyes .. I try to act calm .. I'm going to ur aunts house to babysit .. he looks at me like I must be lying .. I whisper to him ,how are u Jay ? His face turns to this pain look. And he stepped back as he was saying I'm OK .. like as to say I'm not really but I have to say that .. really ?I ask . He says yeah baby .. ummmmm nope I'm no longer ur baby .. I say . He walks in very close like his face to my ear and says You Will Always Be My Baby . he walks out the kitchen .. I'm panting . He will always have this effect on me I guess. I hug grandpa and he's says u come see me again . Even if my grandson is being a turd .. I laugh .and tell him I sure will. I grab Tammie and practically run to the truck .. we jump in and I lean down and hold my head between my hands .. Tammie is like u have to tell me what was said I saw him talking to u and he got super close ... I tell my BFF every word . And she declares that he still loves me .. hes just going threw some shit and he will be back. I have my sad face on .. Tammie ! I wanted to drag his sexy ass to the bedroom right then .. I yell. As Rick open the door .. he laughs , sry Rick I say. .. he just waves his hand like I'm back stop talking about my son the one u think is a sex god... Tammie and I both laugh .. when we get to Zare house she is gushing over how awesome I look ,she always does tho... I'm giggling when I look up and see MATT .. oh wow he looks like a teenage dream!! I never did call or text him .. been a min. I was messed up . Hell I'm already making up excuses ..he smiles at me with his panty dropping smile . I think it's been too long sense I got laid.. wow I just had that thought ... I walk over to him feeling Uber confident today.