TANGLED (Oneshots) ✓

SPACES (ARADEN)

VIC

I took a deep breath .. As I look at my wristwatch.. Anung oras na ba wala pa rin siya?

I took a glance at the window..

Waiting for her..

"Dennise.." I tried to call her name as she enters the room..

But she did'nt even give me glance.. Dire-diretso lang siyang pumasok sa kwarto namin and did her rituals..

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"Den..Talk to me.." sambit ko as I saw here lying in our bed..

"Wag ngayon Vic..Pagod ako.." sagot niya..

Napabuntong hininga naman ako..

Lagi namang ganyan eh..

Kung hindi pagod..

Nagmamadali siya..

She always ignore me.. And Always find a way to avoid me..

Pilitin ko mang isipin pero mas lumalaki na talaga ang pagitan sa amin..

The Spaces between us getting deeper..

Yung tipong simpleng away na lang nagkakalayuan na kami ng loob..

Even though I tried to reach for her parang unti unti na akong nawawalan ng pag-asa na maibabalik pa namin to sa dati..

Nagsimula to when I forgot our anniversary.. And worst she make an effort to surprise me but it end up na lasing akong umuwi..

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"So you forgot it?!" kunot noo niyang tanong sa akin

napatungo naman ako..

Pakiramdam ko nawala yung epekto ng alak sa akin saw her become red because of anger..

"Im sorry..It just that..Marami akong inaasikaso.." paliwanag ko.. Agad naman siyang lumapit sakin then sinampal ako..

"Yun nga Vic eh!Andami mong inaasikaso! Hindi na ako ang naging priority mo! Wala ka ng ginawa kundi magtrabaho..We didn't even see each other often..pero may narinig ka bang reklamo sa akin? Wala diba! Kasi inintindi kita and now!? Our anniversary nakalimutan mo?! Wasting my effort..Wow! Pero alam mo Vic its not about my effort eh..Its about you forget the special occassion between us..Pakiramdam ko tuloy..Nakalimutan mo na ring mahal mo ako!" bulyaw niya saka ako pinaghahampas..

I immediately stop her then hugged her.. Pero tinulak niya lang ako..

" Saka mo na ako lapitan Vic..Kapag ako na ang priority mo at hindi yang pesteng trabaho mo.." sigaw niya then left me..

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she literaly left me..

Naabutan ko siya na nakaligpit na yung mga damit niya..

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"Den..Let's talk about this..Im sorry ..kung gusto mong patunayan ko sayo na mahal na mahal talaga kita gagawin ko..I promise Den..I will make you my priority just don..don't leave me please..Mahal na mahal kita.." I pleaded then kneeled in her front..

But She just stare at me blankly..

"don't promise it..Patunayan mo..For now..Just give me space let's just try na wala muna sa tabi ng isa't isa for us to make some time for ourself and realize things.." malamig niyang tugon then left me..

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Nights without her para akong unti unting pinapatay..

Now I realized how important she is in my life..