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WAKE UP (FILLEGRETCH)

FILLE

I just holding her hands tight.. As my tears start to falling down again.. I tried to hold it on pero sobrang hirap..

I took a deep sighed..

"Hawakan mo rin yung kamay mo..Just like you used to do.." bulong ko and gently kissed her hands.. Napailing na lang ako saka tinitigan siya..

Seeing her like this makes my heart fall into pieces..

Agad kong pinunasan yung luha sa mga mata ko..I don't want her to see me..Weak like this.. It just make her more weak..

"Open you eyes please.." bulong ko dito.. As I still starin' at her face.. Its still the same..

The same..

Eyes..

Cheeks..

Nose..

And Lips..

Its still her..

My Gretchen Ho..

My bestfriend..

My puppy love..

My soulmate..

My first crush..

My first love..

My other half..

My greatest love.. An.. And

My destiny .. My future..

But it become different now.. Kasi kung dati.. Malaya ako nitong natitignan.. Nahahalikan.. Nangingitian.. Ngayon wala na..

"Happy 5th anniversary babe.." bulong ko sabay abot sa kanya nang regalo ko.. Kung dati ngingiti siya na magiging dahilan para mawala pa lalo yung mga mata niya ngayon..Wala na.. It just the sound of the heart monitor.. The chirping of birds.. The noise of the people outside..

"Wala man lang bang bati dyan? Gising ka na oh! Kahit yun lang yung regalo mo.." mahinang sambit ko as I bit my lips..trying to hold on my tears again..

" i miss you babe.. So much..sobra.. Please.. Wake up again.." bulong ko dito.. Then starts to kiss her cheeks..

"Babe..please.. Wake up..I love you...and I still waiting for you.." dagdag ko pa saka tuluyan nang napaluha .. Ang hirap pala pigilan kasi sobrang sakit pa rin talaga eh.. Hindi naman ako magsasawang hintayin siya eh.. Sobrang mahal ko siya.. Saka were 5 years now.. Ngayon pa ba ako susuko at iiwan siya ? And like what they say..If you really love someone you know how to wait..

Napayuko na lang ako saka humagulhol..

Kasi kahit anung pilit ko.. Alam kong may mali pa rin ako..Alam kong may kinalaman pa rin ako tungkol sayo.. Im sorry babe..

Bigla namang nagFlashback yung sinabi niya sa akin before siya na comatose..

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"Fille..Always remember..I love you.. And hinding hindi ako magagalit sayo.."

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so I hold on to her words.. Mas lalo akong na-guilt..dahil kahit anung gawin ko..Hindi niya kayang magalit sa akin..

"I LOVE YOU BABE.. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AGAIN.. I'M WAITING FOR YOU..ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT " bulong ko saka hinagkan siya sa labi.. Sana..Sana nagrerespond na lang siya..

"Babalikan kita babe.. I just need lang na pumasok pero promise..babalik talaga ako..Ikaw pa ba babe?" nakangiting sambit ko dito.. And took a last glance before umalis..