2 MONTHS LATER MONDAY:
I still can't believe its been two months since Shawn has left it still doesn't feel real.
I got Cc a batman costume and I put it on him and took a couple pictures and posted it on Instagram and snapchat.
I also tagged Andy and Cc and they both loved it and shared it on their stories.
A bunch of Shawn's followers started following me and liking and commenting on all of my pictures it made me feel extremely special and lucky.
I checked my phone and sighed when it said 1 am Shawn has been extremely busy these past few days with meetings and shows.
I sighed and put down my phone and looked out of my window I decided to text Lucy and see if she was awake or not.
ELLE: hey Lucy are you awake I can't sleep right now and I'm dieing.
LUCY: lmao hell yea I just drank a monster on my way 🤣.
ELLE: ok see ya soon
I got out of bed and grabbed my phone and put on my shoes and sprayed some body spray on and walked out of my room.
I quickly used the restroom then headed downstairs and grabbed the house key and unlocked the front door.
I walked out of the door and closed it and locked it and walked down the porch and smiled widely.
I bit my lip and walked down the driveway and waited for Lucy to come pick me up.
I'm having a lot of fun being rebellious who knew I could feel so bad ass.
A couple minutes later I got into Lucys car and closed the door.
She already had the windows down and the music up I said wanna get tattoos.
Lucy smiled widely and said if you were single I would have just kissed you.
I smiled and blushed she said I know a place and she started driving down the neighborhood I smiled and looked out of the window.
A couple minutes later Lucy drove down the highway and headed to a tattoo parlor I looked around at all of the pretty lights lit up down the highway.
A little while later Lucy parked at a tattoo shop and we both got out and she closed the door and locked the car.
Me and Lucy walked in and a tall buff guy covered in tattoos walked out and he said hey honey.
I smiled and said you know him Lucy said yea he's my dad he said hi my name is David and he stretched out his hand.
I said um hi and smiled weakly and shook his hand and said I'm Elle he smiled and said cool.
We all sat down and I said um I had a father named David and he passed away Lucy's dad said I'm so sorry.
I said um no he was extremely abusive don't worry he said ok and smiled and he smiled and said I'm here if you need anything Elle.
I smiled and said thanks he said ok what would you guys want I said um I really want a black rose he said ok can you show me a picture.
I smiled and said yea hold on and I grabbed my phone and looked for a picture while Lucy talked to her dad about random shit and laughed together.
A couple minutes later I found the picture and he smiled and said ok and took my phone and started drawing the rose on a sheet.
ELLES TATTOO:
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Romancea huge Shawn mendes fan finds out her new step brother is her favorite person and idol. TW: thoughts of suicide attempts and abuse