Science and faith

~Chapter 2~

Amy's pov:

After almost two hours of just talking about everything I decided to go home so Danny could catch up on some sleep and I had to face Bryan who's probably gone mad cause I didn't came home a few minutes after he called me.

"You don't have to go, you know." Dan said when I was putting my shoes on.

"I know, but you have to sleep cause you're tired and I have to go back to Bryan." I replied standing up and grabbing my coat.

"Okay. But we have to do something soon, I missed you." He said hugging me.

"Yeah." I replied hugging him back. When we let go of each other Dan walked me to the door to let me out. I gave him a last hug and walked to my car.

When I stepped inside of our house I expected Bryan to come running toward me asking where i've been, but nobody came. I just dropped it cause he knew that I was with Danny so he had nothing to worry about. I took my shoes and coat of and shouted,

"I'm back!"

Again there came no reply. He can't be far cause his car is standing outside and he doesn't go anywhere other than by car. Again I decided to drop it and walked upstairs and changed into my sweatpants. When I was changed I walked back downstairs into the living room. As soon as I came in I saw Bryan sitting on the couch with empty beer bottles surrounding him and a bottle of whiskey on the coffee table. Crap. 

"Hi. I'm back." I said carefully cause you don't want to do anything that he doesn't like when he's drunk. Cause like a said before he can get a bit aggressive sometimes and when he's drunk it's more than a little bit. Nobody knows about that and I'd like to keep it that way cause then people'll only see that side of him but he's not really like that. He can be very sweet as well. Sometimes. 

"Where were you?" He asked still looking at the tv in front of him.

"At Danny's. I told you yesterday that I was going there and I told you on the phone." I said trying not to show that I was annoyed at the fact that he didn't listen. Again.

"You said that. But why didn't you come home when I called you?" I asked looking me in my eyes this time. I felt myself froze when I looked into his eyes, I saw something that I'd never seen before. So much anger and betrayal. 

"Cause we were talking about how their tour was and how we've been doing." I said trying to stay calm.

"Talking? Just talking?" He spat standing up this time and walked towards me.

"Yeah, what's it that we could've done more then?" I asked not looking him in the eye. He didn't reply to that, he grabbed me by my arm and took me to our bedroom.

"I'll show you." He said ice cold before pushing me on the bed and ripping my clothes of me. I knew that I had to stop him but I didn't know how cause I was so scared.

"Stop." I whispered when he was taking my sweatpants of. But it was barely a whisper and in the state that he was in he didn't hear me.

"Bryan stop!!" I shouted this time when he started to take his own clothes of.

"Why should I stop?" He asked stopping for a moment to look at me, he still had the same angry look in his eyes.

"Cause I don't want this and you're not yourself." I said trying to convince him to stop.

"You don't want this or you've already done it today?" He spat at me.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"You know exactly what I mean. Have you already done it with that Danny guy? And now I'm not good enough? You know what Amy, fuck you!" He shouted and before he knew it his fist came in contact with my face. I heard myself cry out in pain but he didn't stop, he kept punching me all over my body. When he finally stopped he got of me and just walked back downstairs like nothing happened. I got of the bed and got dressed as quick as I could ignoring all the pain. I grabbed a bag and started to throw random clothes into it. I tiptoed down the stairs hoping that he wouldn't hear me and come back for round two. I stepped into my shoes and put my coat on and got in my car. I decided to go to Jessica, one of my best friends. I started the car and quickly drove to her. When I arrived at her house I knocked on the door and seconds later she opened the door.

"Hey Am." She said smiling but her face dropped when she saw my face.

"What's happened?" She asked worried and opened the door for me to come in.

"I tripped and fell down the stairs. Bryan is out and I don't know when he'll be back so I came to you." I lied, I didn't want to tell her what really happened cause she'll say that's he's not good for me and that I need to leave him. But I think that he didn't mean to hurt me. He thought that I cheated on him with Dan cause I just hung up on him when I told him that I was at Dan's. Okay, maybe I just want to believe that he didn't mean to hurt me... But he did. I'll just go back to him tomorrow when he's sober again and talk with him.

Jess had made us both a cup of tea and we were watching. Suddenly there came a short spot from the voice for the next series and I smiled when I saw Danny on tv. I already looked forward to the next series cause I loved watching the voice and with Dan as coach it was even better. We just watched tv for a few hours until I decided to go to bed. I changed into my pj's, brushed my teeth and lay down trying to find a position to lay in that didn't hurt that bad.