Science and faith

~Chapter 53~

Danny's pov:

We laid next to each other for quite a while longer, just talking about what we had done in the few days that we were apart. We were both lying on our sides with our faces close to each other, our noses almost touching. My hand was lazily running up and down her side, underneath my shirt that she was wearing while she was drawing patterns on my chest and upper arm. Our legs were tangled together which was possible again without the thick gypsum covering Am's foot.

I loved moments like these, even if we didn't say anything to each other. Through all the hustle and bustle of the day I just need a moment like this sometimes. Even if it's just for one night. And I guess that I'll have to cherish it now, cause Am won't be joining us the whole tour because of her work. So I'll have to make the most of the moments that we're together on tour, when I'm not busy. I'm really glad that Am gets along really well with the rest of the crew so she has someone to talk to during the day, when we're doing interviews, soundcheck or other things that have to be done.

I have everything in life I ever wanted, we've got 4 amazingly successful albums, the best fans, we're selling out arena's, and we call our hobby our job. But sometimes, all I need is a moment like this with Amy. That I'll come home after a busy day and I can just cuddle with her on the couch or in bed. And the best of all is, that I'm able to do both. So sing to millions of people every night, AND cuddle with my girlfriend.

"What are you thinking of?" Am asked softly when she realized I had zoned out a bit.

"How lucky I am." I replied, looking down at her. She smiled softly when I said that and I leant down to kiss her forehead.

"I love you so, so, so fucking much." I said when I pulled away.

"I love you too. So, so, so fucking much, maybe even more."

"That's impossible."

"No, it's not."

"It is."

"No."

"Yes."

I laughed at how stupid we were being, arguing about wether it was possible or not to love each other more than the other did. Guess it's called love.

"You know when I'd love you even more?" Am asked while cuddling closer to me.

"No?" I asked looking down at her to see her close her eyes.

"If you'd turn the lights off." She replied grinning. I rolled on my back and saw that the lamp on the bedside table wasn't on, it was the 'normal' lamp you turn on when you get into the room. Which meant that one of us had to get out of bed to turn it off. I chuckled and stepped out of bed, I walked to the door where I turned the light off before I climbed into bed again. I laid down on my side again but Am put her hands on my chest and pushed me so I rolled on my back.

"What are you doing?" I asked chuckling while she was rolling me on my back.

"I want to lay on your chest." She replied making herself comfortable again, with her head on my chest.

"But what if I don't want to lay on my back?" I tried, even though I didn't mind it.

"If you love me like you just said, you'll lay like this. For me." She said grinning.

"You're mean." I said pouting. She kissed my chest in reply and I could feel the smirk playing at her lips.

"Good night Dan." She said putting her head back down again.

"Good night Am." I replied wrapping my arm around her.

***

I woke up when I realized I was cold. I looked to my side and saw that Am had rolled away from me and had taken the duvet with her. I shuffled over to her and tried to unwrap the duvet from her body so I could cover myself with it as well. But instead the wrapped her arms around it even tighter. Carefully I tried to lift her arms without waking her up but again, it didn't work. She rolled away from me even further so she was now lying on the edge of the bed. If she'd move one or two inches, she'd fall out of bed. I sat on my knees on the bed and put one arm under her knees and the other under her shoulders. I carefully lifted her up and placed her on my side of the bed again so she was lying next to me again. She rolled on her side so I could finally unwrap her a little bit from the duvet. Just enough for me to cover myself up if I'd lay on my side. So I lay down on my side and pressed my chest against her back so I was spooning her. My now cold body tightly pressed against her still warm one. I wrapped my arm around her waist and let my hand rest right underneath her breast.