Science and faith

~Chapter 50~

Amy's pov:

It's been a few weeks since I was on tour with the lads. They were still on tour but I had to go home cause the doctors were going to take the gypsum from my foot. So I had to leave the tourbus and fly back to London to go to the hospital there.

I woke up in my own bed, but then with a cold side next to me. Where Danny would normally be laying. Sighing to myself, I buried my face in my pillow. Even though this is the third day without Dan, I already missed him like crazy. Sometimes I think about the time that I was with Bryan, I never missed him when he was suddenly gone for a few days. Is that weird...?

But then again, I have never loved Bryan the way I love Dan. I doubt if I ever really loved Bryan, to be honest. I mean, of course, at first I had a great time with him and he isn't that bad looking. Okay, he is nothing compared to Danny, but who is?

It was all nice and dandy with Bryan until he started drinking too much and he got aggressive. I'm really grateful that Danny made me realize what he really was like and helped me out. Isn't it crazy that I have been friends with Danny for so long, and all of a sudden I had feelings for one of my best friends. It all seems so long ago but in reality it's been only two years. But, these two years with Dan have been better than all my years with Bryan.

I sat up in bed when I heard my phone buzz, signaling that I had a message. I took my phone from the bedside table and saw that Dan had texted me. Smiling to myself I opened his text:

'Good morning babe, good luck at the hospital😚,Love you xx'

I quickly tapped a reply cause I saw that he was still online.

'Thanks, miss you😔 xx'

'Maybe we can Skype tonight?'

I already got excited of seeing him again, even though it was over Skype.

'Hell yes!'

I replied with a smile on my face. We talked for a little longer until he had to go again so I decided that it was time to get out bed and get ready for the hospital. I put on my usual sweatpants and a t-shirt. I really looked forward to getting the damn gypsum off, cause I could wear my skinny jeans again. I sat down on the couch downstairs and waited for Jessica to bring me to the hospital. Because I can't drive myself now, she asked if I wanted her to bring me to the hospital. I gladly accepted that offer, so here I am, waiting for her to turn up.

I unlocked my phone and went to my what's app conversation with Danny. I smiled to myself when I reread some of our texts. I just love him so fucking much. I saw that the last time he was online was after we had texted, and somehow that made me feel special. I was looking at our conversation for a little longer until I heard the doorbell ring.

I quickly locked my phone again and went to open the door. Jess was standing there and smiled at me before pulling me into a hug.

"Hey girl, how are you? It's been so long!" She said when we pulled away.

"I'm really good actually." I said smiling.

"Good, now let's go." She said helping me to the car after I locked the door behind us. Our journey to the hospital went like it always goes with us, the volume of the radio turned on very loud while we're blaring along to all the songs.

Soon enough we arrived at the hospital and made our way inside. We were told to wait for a few minutes so we sat down on the chairs. I looked at the gypsum and read all the lyric ideas that Dan had written on it. I smiled when I read some that were really sweet but snapped back to reality when the doctor called my name.