Science and faith

~Chapter 36~

Amy's pov:

I sighed to myself and put my phone back on my bedside table. I lay down again and took the duvet up to my chin, trying to fall asleep again. But I just couldn't sleep, I kept thinking about how shit Dan must be feeling after everything I've said to him and now I said that I'm sorry. What is he supposed to think? I rolled over to my side and closed my eyes again, but minutes later I grabbed my phone again hoping that Danny had replied but he didn't. Why would he?

I decided that it was the best if I'd just stopped thinking about it for now and I'll see tomorrow what I'm gonna do. I want to go back to him tomorrow and explaining why I acted so childish even though I don't even know myself why I did that. And if I have to, I'll beg him to take me back.

I was almost drifting of to sleep when I heard something against the window. I slightly opened one eye but didn't see anything so I closed them again. But just when I closed them I heard it again. I stood up and walked over to the window, I moved the curtain to the side and just when I did that a small stone was being thrown against the window. What the fuck?! I looked out of the window and saw a shadow standing on the pavement in front of the house. Okay, that's kinda creepy... I opened the window to have a closer look at the man standing outside. Well, I think it's a man because of the way he's build.

I stuck my head out of the window and the man stepped into the light of the lamppost.

"Danny!?" I said surprised when I realized it was him. Before he could reply I closed the window again and ran downstairs. I threw the front door open and ran onto the street into his arms.

"I'm so sorry. I've been such a bitch..." I said, with tears running down my cheeks. He didn't say anything, he was just rubbing his hand up and down my back to calm me down.

"I'm sorry..." I said again once I had calmed down a little bit.

"It's okay." He replied, the first thing he said to me after I had walked out on him.

"Let's go inside." I said when I looked him up and down and realized that he was only wearing his sweatpants and a thin t-shirt, with a low v-neck revealing a bit of his chest hair. I nodded in reply and took my hand in his when we walked inside. It was such a small gesture, taking my hand, but it made me extremely happy.

I guided him upstairs to Jess' spare room where he sat down next to me on the bed.

"Can I please explain myself?" I whispered, scared that he was just here to tell me that we were officially over. He just nodded in reply and I took a deep breath before I started.

"I-I don't know what I was thinking. I got that text from you which was supposed to go to your sister and I thought that you were cheating because you said that you couldn't make it because of me and that you loved her. So without thinking about asking you I went to Jess who told me that I had to talk with you, so I went to you and we both know how that ended. I'm so sorry, I was being extremely childish and had no reason to act like that." I said looking down at my hands.

"And I don't want to lose you. I love you." I added, trying to swallow the lump in my throat.

"I love you too." He replied, causing me to look up at him.

"You do?" I asked, not knowing if I was surprised or not that he said those three words back.

"Yeah, of course. Some stupid argument won't stop me from loving you. Why would you think that I'm here otherwise?" He asked smirking at the end.

"Dunno." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Because I love you." He replied and pressed his lips softly against my temple.

"And I'm sorry for everything I said..."I said when he pulled away again.

"Shhh. Let's just forget about it." He replied putting his finger on my lips with a small smile.

"But-" I tried again.

"-No buts." He said stopping me from saying anything else. I looked at him and realized that he was shivering slightly.

"Are you cold?" I asked a little bit concerned.

"A little. You took long to wake up you know?" He said grinning.

"I wasn't even sleeping. I was almost asleep." I defended myself.

"Well I don't know what you were doing then, but you took long." He said and pressed a kiss against my forehead.

"Sorry..." I replied kissing his cheek.

"Don't be." He said. I threw the covers back and lay down on the bed, gesturing for him to lay next to me. He took his sweatpants and t-shirt of and crawled in next to me.

"Hey, isn't that my shirt?" He asked taking his shirt from the pillow that I had taken with me.

"Yeah... I wanted something that smelled like you with me..." I said blushing even though he couldn't see it because of the darkness. He didn't reply to that, he just lay down again and wrapped his arms around me. I turned around in his grip and pressed my lips against his. A few moments later he opened his mouth slightly, tracing the outlines of my lips with his tongue. Without hesitation I opened my mouth and greeted his tongue with my own. His hands when to my waist and took me on top of him, careful not to break the kiss. My hands were running through his hair while his hands crept under my pajama shirt. His hands ran up and down my bare back for a while until he took my shirt of in one swift movement. Leaving me in just my shorts. Suddenly I was lying on my back with Danny hovering over me, he smirked down at me before he started kissing my neck. Soon enough he found my soft spot, causing me to moan softly. I tried my best to hold my moans back cause Jess was lying in the room next to us. But I couldn't, too good was the feeling of his lips against my neck. 

My hands travelled down his sides and rested on his butt. Giving it a firm squeeze. He kissed his way down from my neck to my breasts. He took one of my nipples in his mouth while he was massaging my other breast with his hand. I dipped my fingers into his boxers, to tease him. We teased each other for a little while longer until I decided that it was enough so I took his boxers down and took my own shorts and knickers of. 

"Ready?" He asked when he realized that I had enough of the foreplay. I just nodded in reply and he rolled on top of me, thrusting himself inside of me. This time it felt different than the other times, not worse or better, just different. Maybe cause this was some kind of 'make up sex'. I don't know. Even though we both tried our best to stifle our moans, we couldn't. Jess will just have to accept this for now, she'll understand it. I think.