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Heeey, okay I know I haven't really updated for a long time despite it being quarantine and all and I'm sorry
But this request came into my mind while I was about to drift to sleep so here I am with a new update!! Thank you LotteStarburst for such a cute request <33 though it took 8 months but still, I hope you like it >.<
Happy holidays everyone! I hope everyone's happy and safe!!!
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Sawamura runs on top of the slope of the hill, looking down at you who was walking along with a guy he didn't know. He didn't have any right but Sawamura could feel the same ugly feeling in his chest as he watches you laugh at whatever the guy was saying as you two pass along where he and the rest of the team were playing around in the snow
'Maybe (First name)-chan just really doesn't have any feelings for me.' Sawamura couldn't help but let his negative thoughts run through his mind, for the past few weeks he has been trying to show you he liked you, that he wants to go out with you yet you still don't notice it or maybe you could tell but just don't want to turn him down and say it yourself that you're not interested in him
Sawamura watches you from a distance as the guy turns to you and seemed to say something to you as he grabs your hand
There it was, Sawamura was sure he lost his chance of going out with you
Then he remembered something Chris said to him when he found out about his crush on you when he was in his first year
"Just be honest with your feelings and admit it." The older man advised him but Sawamura was too nervous to do it so he went with other methods to show his feelings for you
'This might be my last chance.' Sawamura thinks to himself as he raises his head and shouts from the top of his lungs:
"(First name)-chan I like you!"
You, who were planning on going to the convenience store with your cousin, turn your head towards the top of the hill and towards Eijun who was breathing heavily, "I really really like you (First name)-chan!" He repeats just as loud as the first one, "And you might be with that guy so I thought I should let you know!"
"You don't even have to answer my feelings." Now he was sniffing
Confused, that was the only word to describe how you were feeling, 'guy I'm with?' You turn to your cousin who was holding back his laughter as he listens to the whole ordeal
"That the guy you were asking about? Damn what taste you have." He snickers teasingly while you sigh and just decide to ignore him and instead focus on Sawamura
And 'Answer to my feelings.' You were sure Sawamura never did anything that could count as a confession
"Eijun!" You yell out as calmly as you can, "I'm not sure what you meant with the others but I like you too!"
You can feel your cheeks heating up despite the coldness, no, this wasn't how you expected your confession would turn out. You always had the idea that it would be just between the two of you under a Sakura tree, the wind blowing softly as petals fall on two of you as you confess and then Sawamura pulls you into his arms afterwa- But now that was out of the question, it was cold and you were wearing such lumpy clothes that didn't really outline your figure the way you wanted. Your nose was red from the cold wind and everybody who was nearby could hear you and Sawamura screaming your feelings for each other
