SHIP:
NatepatSUMMARY:
Nate writes a letter to Mat expressing what he can not say in personGENRE:
Angst...WARNINGS:
Drinking, blackoutsEXTRA:
I might be writing a AntiSeptiplier oneshot with Anti as Harley Quinn and Dark as the Joker (does anyone like that idea?)WORDS:
330 (What even is this?)________________________
Dear Mat
5th November 2016I wish I had the courage to at least say this to you over a call but the truth is I'm scared too. We haven't spoken in a week not since the divorce, I've thought about that night every day. I should never have slept with that girl and being drunk wasn't an excuse, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. It's only been a week and I'm already falling apart.
Love Nate
Dear Mat
21st November 2016I started drinking. A lot more than I should. You always told me it was bad for my health but now you're not able to. I saw you in town with your new girlfriend, you two looked happy, I wish I could have said hello instead of just quickly walking in the other direction.
Love Nate
Dear Mat
3rd January 2016I can barely see what I'm writing with the tears in my eyes. I saw your mangled destroyed body on the news. They're all blaming me, they think I killed you but I couldn't have. I love you.
Love Nate
Dear Mat
7th JanuaryThe blackouts are back again. I can't remember anything from the night before and I'm scared I'm breaking down. The police are after me because they found my fingerprints at the scene of your murder but I can't have killed you. Can I?
Love Nate
Dear Mat
13th JanuaryI don't feel like myself anymore. I'm losing myself again.
Nate
Dear Mat
15th JanuaryThey tried to arrest me so I killed them. All of them. Am I monster?
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Dear Antimatter
15th FebruaryCome back to me.
Our plan worked.Love Natemare
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Natepat & Septiplier oneshots
FanfictionJust my two otps Who obviously love each other Hope you like these [ This has basically turned into a multi-ship oneshot book and I barely write natepat now and septiplier is very rare however I do write a lot of Danti ]