After all of the drama has been laid out on the table, and almost every single relationship has been exposed, well at least almost every relationship has been exposed, will Nikki and Roman love last or fall apart?
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The cold water hits my naked back as I stand in the shower. It's been a rough morning, as I woke up by myself. I didn't mean to sound like a Jackass last night, but I did. I tried to call and text her last night but I didn't get a response.
I step out the shower and reach for my towel. As I start to dry off, I hear the hotel door room open. " Nikki !" I yell, as I wait for a response she doesn't answer. I hurry up and throw some jeans on, and make my way to our room. When I see Nikki sitting in the bed.
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" Hey?" I say nervously as I question her response. She does a somewhat half-smile, which I suppose she has acknowledged me. " I called you-"
" I know." She says interrupting me. A few seconds go by until she absurdly asks " Do you even care?" I am a little confused by the question until she clarifies more. " I walked out on you last night, and you didn't even come after me. "
" I know... But I need time to think."
" Think about What, Roman?" She says as her tone gets heavier. " I am your fiancee and it took you almost an hour to check on me. I sat in the lobby and cried over you, just hoping you would come downstairs and get me but you didn't." I see a tear come down her eyes slowly. I sit on the side of her as I successfully am able to hold her hand.
" Nicole, I don't want to admit this, but for the sake of our relationship, I may have to. " I take a deep breath as she looks at me. " I am not in a rational state of mind right now. I don't know if you know this, but I proposed to you hours after my divorce was legalized. So that indicates that I have not been single in the last decade. And that the same time I am trying to deal with the healing process of losing my wife and getting a new one. While trying to make sure my family likes you because they mean everything. But last and final I just wanna make you happy. And I know you want kids and I know you want your wedding in Napa. I am giving you your wedding but do you really think we need kids in this relationship. I don't want them to grow up and feel the judgment I do every day. I've lost so many friends and family members for leaving my wife and getting with you."
" Are you saying that you regret picking me?"
" Of course, not. I just don't think I can deal with the sacrifices. My sister told me that half of my family would be angry at me If I gave you a baby."
" So what are you saying, Roman?"
" I don't Nikki, but I feel like our relationship was just easier when we were friends just having sex."
" Well, not really. We both developed feelings for each other. But skip the past I wanna focus on now in this present moment. Roman all I want is a baby with you and I know you want a baby with me.So what's it going to be?
