MMK
"First time kong susulat dito so please bare with me. I fell inlove to my blockmate na talagang hindi ko ineexpect na mahuhulog ako. She doesn't have any of my interest about girls. Pero the way she delivers everything eh nadadala niya yung sarili niya. Yung pagiging maharot niya, cool, maingay, at minsan moody. haha. I love the way she smile. Actually kapag nakangiti siya at nakikita ko siya para akong nakaupo sa ulap. I really don't know kung anong meron siya. But, I really don't care. Because I like her.
So ayun nga.. Ako bilang lalaki eh gumawa ng move para mapalapit sakaniya. Friendly kasi ako at dahil na nga don approachable na din. So one time eh nagtatanungan sila (blockmates) ng number. Syempre sumali ako kasi baka nga magkaron ako ng chance para matanong kung anong number niya. Luckily, Nakuha ko na. To make this long story short, naging mag ""MU"" kami. Hindi MALABONG USAPAN HA! ""Mutual Understanding"" hahaha. At first, ayos naman kami. Sabay umuwi, Kakain sa labas, Magmimilk-tea, tatambay para magkwentuhan, pupunta sa freedom park para mag laro ng volleyball. Those days were so perfect. Clock was ticking so fast when I'm with her. In short, everything WAS so perfect.
But not until that very moment. Everything was shattered into pieces. You let me feel that I'm not worthy to your trust. Kasi pinagdudahan mo 'ko. Ang akala mo nagkakaron kami ulit ng communication ng ex ko. I almost give the moon to you. I almost choke because I swallowed my pride. I almost bleed just to keep you baby. Bakit ka ganyan? pinaramdam ko sayo lahat para lang mafeel mo na ikaw lang. Ginawa ko lahat para lang mawala yung takot mo sa nakaraan ko. Everyone witnessed how much I love you. How much I care for you. Pero bakit ka sumuko. Bakit mo ako iniwan. Bakit parang ang dali dali nalang sayo lahat. Napakarami kong tanong na kailanman hindi ko na malalaman ang kasagutan. Maybe I'm not enough to be your man but please be strong enough to be a fully matured woman! smile emoticon I know how much your friends love you. I know how cared they are on what happened on us. Nakikita na nga kitang madalas nakangiti ngayon, at ang sakit sakit na hindi na ako ang dahilan ng mga iyon. smile emoticon"
Boy Migraine
2015
Institute of Architecture and Fine Arts (IARFA)
FEU Manila
