Spider-Son/IronDad One-Shots

Goodbye

Trigger warning; some of the words and imagery in this one shot may cause you to be triggered. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

He just wasn't good enough for anyone. Not Aunt May, not Tony or the Avengers, not Ned and definitely not MJ. That's why they left him. He couldn't do anything right. Everything was always his fault. Uncle Ben's death, Aunt May getting sick, Tony and the Avengers getting hurt on missions, Ned getting beat up by Flash, and MJ's mom dying.

His MJ, his stubborn and sweet, yet sassy and funny MJ, who was now a broken mess. It was his fault. If he would've stopped talking and got the gun away from the robber, she would still be alive. If he went to school that day, Ned wouldn't have had to endure the beating that Peter usually took.

If he would've stopped that robber instead of letting him go, Uncle Ben would still be here. If he wasn't alive, Aunt May wouldn't have been working herself till she was sick, and if he didn't make Tony and the others worried about him on that mission, they wouldn't be badly hurt like they are.

He took another swig of the vodka in his hand, his legs swinging on the side of the highest bridge looking down at the now empty bottle. Tears were streaming down his face and he closed his eyes.

"Peter, it appears that you are in great stress and your heart rate is picking up, shall I call Mr. Stark?" Karen, his AI, asked.

"N-no Karen, I-I'm fine. Just thinking." Peter slurs and the AI remains silent. He wasn't exactly lying, he was thinking, but he wasn't okay. He just wanted to die. He looked down at the water below him and held a breath.

'I could end it right now. No one would miss me. I'm not worth missing. I only mess things up and hurt people.' Tears came out faster and his vision became blurred. He let out a breath and leaned forward. A smile came to his face as the water came nearer and nearer.

"Goodbye Karen. I'm sorry Ned, MJ, Tony, May. Everyone.." Peter whispered as he was plunged into the freezing water. His lungs began to burn from lack of oxygen, but his smile remained. 'Finally, I'm doing something right.' He thought as the world darkened. Spider man- Peter Parker- has left the world, a soul that was anything, but tainted, now removed from this cruel, cruel world.

I don't know if anyone is even reading this book, but if anyone is, should I write another part to this with everyone's reactions?