Lana pov...
3 days... I am counting down now... 3 more days... Oscar had been sick... He stayed home for 3 days until he was feeling better and could go back to school... My boy was so miserable... Throwing up and just lying in bed not wanting to do anything... But now he was back at school being his happy and healthy self...
I am writing on my book, Maeve is asleep... The house is clean, and the dogs are sleeping... I had taken a nap myself because the last 3 days i barely slept but now is everything back up to date and i can relax a bit again...
After an hour of writing Maeve wakes up so i close the laptop and get up walking to the nursery... The next hour is spend taking care of her. I bathe her and put her in a fresh diaper and some clean clothes before sitting down in the big chair. I feed her and smile as she eats... She is so perfect that i sometimes can't believe she is real... She has the same eyes as her dad with the same sparkle in them.
When i have fed her i walk to the living room and put her down in her play area and she makes little sounds all happy and i smile... I can't stop looking at her until i hear the front door open and close and Oscar is running in with a big smile on her face. He shows me his project and i hug him tight as he got an A...
"I am so proud of you sweetheart.... I love you so much..." I say hugging him tight and he has the biggest smile on his face... "I love you to mom..." He whispers back and i have to fight my emotions... "This calls for ice cream..." I say smiling and his face lights up. We sit in the living room with our ice cream and Oscar tells me about his day and i smile listening... After he finished his ice cream he went off with the dogs and i smile... I get Meave and put her down for a nap.
I clean up the bowls from the ice cream and go through the fridge to decide on what to make for dinner... I start cooking and i smile as i hear giggling coming from Oscar's bedroom only to have him appear a second later with the dogs saying he is going outside.
I watch him run around the yard, Dodger hot on his tail but Bob just watching them... Oscar seems to notice and stops running walking over to Bob and he lays down Bob plopping down next to him and they cuddle. Bob loves it and Dodger lays down beside them on the other side laying his head on Oscar patiently waiting his turn...
When dinner is ready i call them inside and i feed the dogs before sitting down... I watch Dodger eat but Bob is just strolling over to the table and sits down next to me and i smile sneaking him some of my food every now and then... I dont know why i never normally do this to prevent them bugging us during dinner but somehow i let this go for today...
The rest of the night Oscar and i watch movies hanging on the couch with the dogs me only leaving when Maeve wakes up taking her with me holding her in my arms and Bob lays his head on her little body and i pet him telling him he is such a good boy...
When it is time for Oscar to go to bed i put Maeve down in her play area and i read Oscar a quick story and help Bob on the bed with him like we do every night as he is having trouble getting up by himself nowadays... After kissing Oscar goodnight i go get Maeve and after sitting with her for a little longer i put her back to bed and get changed myself and decide to have an early night...
"Mom... Mom..." A panicked voice says shaking me and i open my eyes seeing Oscar standing at the edge of the bed and i shoot up... "What is wrong sweetheart..." I whisper and he starts crying... "Something is wrong with Bob..." He says sobbing and i shoot up get out of bed and run to his bedroom to see Bob looking back at me with sad eyes shaking uncontrollably and my heart sinks... I know this is probably it and my heart is shattering but right now i have to be strong for Oscar who is panicked...
I sit down on the bed and tell Oscar to go get my phone and my first call is the vet and we can come in he will be in the clinic in half an hour... The next i am calling is Lisa... I dont want to drag Maeve with me and dont want to wake Carly knowing she has to get up in like 3 hours with her kids... Lisa answers all groggy which is understandable and after i explain everything she says she will be there in 10...
I tell Oscar to get dressed and i kiss Bob his head before quickly getting dressed myself while trying to get in contact with Chris but i know he is sleeping and probably doesn't hear his phone and for the first time i really regret encouraging him to go and do this project...
I scoop up Bob from Oscar's bed and whisper in his ear telling him he is a good boy and i put him in the car. Just when i close the car door Lisa drives in and after she got out the car, she hugged me and for a minute i have a little break down... Oscar comes running out and i tell him to get in the car...
"Maeve is sleeping... When she wakes up i have some breastmilk in the freezer..." I start to say but Lisa tells me to go and that she will be fine and to keep her up to date... I ask her if she can try calling Chris for me a few more times because he isn't answering... She nods and i run in the house getting my purse before getting in the car and taking off trying to keep it together for my crying son who is sitting with Bob his head in his lap stroking him cuddling him...
