BULLIED

Story 90

Hey people, you may know me as MrSelfSuccess here on Wattpad & this is my story on my bullying experience. It all started when I was at a young age. Maybe about 8 or 9. School is where it all came from. I got teased & made fun of by fellow classmates. I was the quiet kid who was did his work, only talked to a few people & went on with the day.I was a target. I would tell my teacher what they were doing to me but it wouldn't seem to work. So unfortunately I had to deal with all the nonsense. Fast forward to my now high school years. I came in freshman year nervous. I was nervous about a few things. A whole new school & horrible people I may encounter. The bullying continued. Luckily I had a friend who was my rock. They stood up for me when no one else would & was someone I could truly call a friend. We were super close but they had left my school & I had to fend for myself. I wanted to go with but the school they were going to was way worse than the one I was already attending. So I stayed. I was once again alone, sitting by myself at the lunch table everyday & just being in fright. I felt hopeless & needed someone to help uplift me. No one could be there for me. I just had to push through it. And to my now junior year. Things just got worse. It was just another day at this hell I call school. I sat in class & this time an old friend was doing the bullying. They made fun of me because of my sexuality because I am gay & pretty much the whole class joined in making all these harsh jokes toward me & calling me all types of names. I had to walk out the class & basically cry to myself. People that I thought I had no problems with just turned on me. I felt like I was trapped in a deep hole & I just wanted someone to come rescue me. Walking down the halls with people giving me dirty looks & whispering about me just had me in complete sadness. Its like no one cared for me. I had one person that I met not too long ago that gave me words of wisdom & kept me sane.It may not had helped that much but it helped a little. I usually keep my feelings to myself but at this point I felt like I was slowly breaking away. I'd sit in my room & would thinks to myself why is this happening to me. I knew life wasn't easy & its only one stage but I never thought it could get like this what so ever. I even had a few thoughts on what my life would be like if I ended it all but I had to stay strong for myself because life is too precious to pass up. I still get bullied once in a while but I'm learning to ignore & not let it get to me. I'm a work in progress. I've been bullied almost my entire life but it's something I gotta fight through.Everyday is a new learning experience for me & I'm not ready to give it up.