I don't really want to bore everyone but this may be quite long. In my opinion if you are small, a boffin and loud all at once, bullying comes with it. I suppose in a way I've been bullied all my life. It started off when I was young and the kids who thought themselves amazing wouldn't let me in their games because I was small, therefore weak and couldn't keep up. I was left out of a lot of things and people would resent me and be jealous of my brains. I was a very stuck up bitch in primary school, (I'm English) and I suppose I still am, but maybe without the very. As I progressed into high school I was bullied not physically but emotionally. Names were common and it was one lesson on particular - Citizenship - where someone (a boy) used to just sit by me and I used to go home without a smile on my face. People can walk all over me and I'll just let them. In year 8 it was a different person but the same kind of thing. Year 9 it was sort of better, but I'm still used as a benchmark for others and it annoys me so much. At the end of year 9, on the 18th June 2015, I found out I had Asperger's Syndrome. That explained everything, in my opinion. But when I told who I thought were my three closest friends they told me I didn't have it. They went on about how my now best friend was a fake friend. I ignored them, left them and although we've sort of made up, I completely forgave one today, actually. However I got the worst grade I've ever gotten. I got a C+. People made fun of me and they just assume I want everyone to know my grades but I don't. People like putting me down because they're jealous of me, but I don't think they ever know what I'm feeling. The test was on Pacifism and I just wrote that we needed peace. If I had peace I'd be happy. But when the remarks come shooting my way I just fall right down.
I'm under constant pressure to ace everything because otherwise I will get teased and I hate it.
I hate it.
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Non-FictionBullying is a very serious issue that effects the lives of many. I hope that by many of us sharing our personal stories, it will not only help victims realize that they are not alone, but also help bullies realize how strongly their actions and word...