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I experienced/experience verbal and physical bullying.

I get shoved into lockers, people shove me around, knock my stuff over, cuss me out or call me names for absolutely no reason.

To be honest I am a very quiet and nice person so I guess I'm an easy target apparently.

Bullying started in Kindergarten for me because I am just so antisocial even at that age and I would get teased, called fat, and even teachers would pick on me but when I told nobody believed me.

I remember last year in eighth grade I came out as bi sexual, all my friends supported it but I remember one day that still gives me chills.

I was sitting in math class(fourth hour) and these two boys would sat one on each side of me kept calling eachother gay(great insult*note sarcasm*) and I spoke up and told them they needed to stop using a sexuality as an insult.

Then Bully 1 said yeah I guess then he shook my shoulders and said nobody will be as gay as this little faggot girl.

I lost it I told him to shut the **** up and I started to cry in class. Then bully 2 pushed all my stuff off the table and said pick it up u fag bitch.

After that I ran out of the classroom crying. And that day just got worse but I won't get into that I guess.

When I get bullied I feel worthless. I feel like I don't matter. I feel like a punching bag. I feel sick.

After I get bullied my depression kicks in even more and just makes me want to die.

I've told friends I get bullied but only because they want to keep me safe or make sure I don't take my life.

Like I said I've been bullied since kindergarten and have been bullied and still am bullied ever since. Im going into ninth grade this year. And I'm just assuming I will still be bullied.

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