Submission 923

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When I was 12, I expierenced a bit of bullying. It was mostly cause I was honest with how I was schizophrenic. And how people knew I couldn't really do many things(easily) most kids in my class bullied me, and it wasn't really fun. They would mostly call me names, maybe push me around and mock me for not answering, or talking to myself. I felt like my own bubble, and people were sticking there meanness inside. I was always an introvert. Nothing really helped me, sadly. The only thing that would(maybe) take it off my mind would be drawing, or writing, (poems, books, quotes etc) I have never self harmed, but I have been in a deep depression. I have had some thoughts of suicide, but they were never too strong. I didn't tell anyone because of how shy I was, and how it was hard for me to say my feelings aloud. A year or so after bullying I thought enough was enough, so I started to deal with it on my own. As in I physically hurt them, back. I didn't want to. I didn't. But my mind overcame me and this voice in my head said I should, so I did. Sadly, I did hospitalize people. Sadly I wasn't 'guilty' I was told that since I had a mental disability they couldn't charge me. And I was bullied for 2 years until I hurt my bullies. I stopped attending school after that, and I attended a private school. I'm not bullied anymore, as I pushed everyone out of my life. I still feel horrible.

~Tiger2289


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