BULLIED

Submission 584

When I was 10 years old I moved to a state I DID NOT want to move to I had to leave everything I loved behind friends church house everything. And I thought that was the least of my problems. When I got to my new school everyone shunned me no one talked to me for a week except one girl she was nice but soon left me for other friends I always say by myself at lunch and school was miserable and it just got worse from there. Those kids knew a LOT of swear words and it all started in gym when I had beaten this popular girl in a home she walked by me and said "you're such a bit** I was stunned I had never expirenced something like that before (being 10 years old) and after that it got worse that girl and multiple others as well as boys started bullying me swearing at me in the hallways pushing me making me drop my stuff in the bus line so I had to get it while kids stomped all over me and laughing as they ran away. It grew worse and worse till it got even more physical when one girl slapped me for no reason every night I cried to my mom and she didn't believe it was that bad after a month I quit telling her I stayed in my room crying and screaming (when no one was around) why does everyone hate me? What did i do? I grew depressed and hated myself because everyone hated me if spend hours crying in my room choking on my own spit and banging my door as the bullying grew on the ifs made sure that I knew they hated me and it wouldn't be any skin of their nose if I died. As I grew more depressed I started having suicidal thoughts and almost commuted it 3 times before I told my mom and I had to take couseling for 2 years I learned to stand up for myself but the scars are still there the ones on my body and the ones on my soul