i was always bullied.. since kinder... it started out harmless.. it was name calling... i mean it bothered me... i could barely speak english so it was hard.(spanish is my first language.) when i moved to a different school it started out ok.. till the fourth grade.. i was bisexual so people called me names like lesbian,weirdo,freak ... i then started hating school...soon in the 5th grade i got tormented by a classmate.. he threw pads at me called me names and beat me up a couple times.. i didn't really like fighting... my mom knew he threw pads at me and then during the 6th grade he already moved. Then i had a new friends and everything was fine..she was actually a fake friend. she made me life hell(excuse my language) she is bisexual also... she always told me who to hang out with and who i shouldn't hang out with.. she acted like she owned me..i got in trouble a lot because of her.. and i didn't do much anyway. she was never happy for me.. if i had good grades she would act like i was bragging...she would act like she would beat me up... lots of my friends drifted away from me.. many times i thought about suicide...im now in the 7th grade... recently she told everyone i was bisexual and now im being bullied by classmates and it made me cry for hours..it made it to the point where i want to quit everything i love and not go to school.. then her brother decides to cuss me out on wattpad and asked why did i destroy her... i often think about suicide...i get bullied to this day.. yet she told everyone they all talk about me. yet she is bisexual and confessed her undying love for me. when i said i like her as a sister figure...to this day i'm still being bullied and now i have anxiety worse than before.. i have been bullied for 8 years now..i told teachers and my parents but they didn't take action on it
QUESTION: how do i even make it to school? i don't want to go to school..should i quit everything i love for my anxiety (naval sea cadets, and cheerleading)? should i just stop fighting my depression and anxiety and let it win?
ADVICE: keep fighting... fight for it don't back down.
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Non-FictionBullying is a very serious issue that effects the lives of many. I hope that by many of us sharing our personal stories, it will not only help victims realize that they are not alone, but also help bullies realize how strongly their actions and word...
