Kwentong Kolehiyo

AS IF I'M NOT CERTAIN

I just need to vent this out.

I'm really sorry mama and papa. Lately I've been feeling alone. I've been asking myself of what could be the feeling of being truly happy? You may find me as the AN(pseudonym) who always nags, I know because I've been feeling that you think of me as a wild young lady. Sometimes I may act immature and infantile, but I am still your baby AN. I am still the one that once cared about all of you. Oh wait, I still do care about you guys.

But I am growing up, and the problem is that things are changing right now. I am feeling confuse, I am feeling lost. Ma last sunday, you asked me of what I've felt when I saw pope Francis. I didn't tell you the truth. I told you that I actually felt nothing-- as if I was just looking to an ordinary person. The truth is I nearly cried myself out there. ""Kulang ka pa sa faith anak."" I got your words right. Yep. You were right.

I was this super stubborn girl, I was your wayward daughter.

I am sorry for not surpassing or even meeting your expectations. I've disappointed you in many times. Almost every time, I think.

It is not about my friends nor the spoiled galas, but I actually feel terrible. I don't even know why am I feeling this way, but one thing is for sure: I WANTED TO BE FREE, I WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM MY SHACKLES.

Did I just say that? Because I feel like I was really certain when I said I want my freedom. frown emoticon

AN 
2014 
College of Science