Kwentong Kolehiyo

Sing Me To Heaven

Di ko alam kung bakit at paano ako tinamaan sayo. No, it wasn't love at first sight. Perhaps it was the millionth time I looked your way when the heavens fell flat in front of me. Perhaps it wasn't. Who knows? What I know is I like you, I really do. Within a short time of knowing you, you made me feel comfortable, even just as a friend. Maybe before you, I fell head over heels for someone that doesn't value me as much as I can value her. But I did not want you because I want to forget how I feel for her but I suddenly forgot how much i liked her because I wanted you. We shared laughs. Meaningful laughs. I maybe someone who falls easily and falls hard. But I knew that I had a chance. But I guess I'm too late. I was wrong, I never had the chance, right? Because someone else had that chance. I don't wanna call you 'paasa' kasi ako naman ung umasa. I was really sad and hurt when I knew. But I saw that you were happy. That might be the only thing that is important. Even if I would not be the one to cause those silly smiles or wipe those lonely tears, I'll just hold on to the hunch it you are all that matters for him. All that matters is you having the time of your life. "I wish you the best of all this world could give." Sana mapasaya ka niya. Sana maging okay kayo palagi. "I've always thought you'd come back and tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery." I don't know if I should wait but in the end it won't even matter. Like I said, I want you to be happy and besides, come to think of it, I wouldn't stand a chance. "It's hard for me to say I'm jealous of way you're happy without me."" Di ko kaya sabihin sayo kung ano nararamdaman for you kasi natatakot ako na iba ang isagot mo. Natatakot ako na mawala ung maliit na pagsasamahan na natin. Di ko naman kaya na di ka pansinin. Di ko din namang kayang iwanan ang isang bagay na minahal ko at gusto kong gawin. Kaya okay lang na masaktan ako. Sanay na din siguro.

If I could win your heart, I'll sing you a love song.

Bahala na si destiny. Di naman ako aalis. Maghihintay lang akong may mangyaring kahit ano.

"Some people cross your path and change your whole direction."

Yun lang.

Tl;dr Gusto kita. Lahat ng gusto ko nasayo. Pero meron ka nang iba. Sana maging masaya ka lagi.

#hopelessromantic

xPeke 
2016 
College of Science