Kwentong Kolehiyo

For 3 Years

Incoming 2nd year highschool ng may nakilala akong babae. Let's name her Marie (not her real name). Nene pa siya non. Hahaha. Tapos na school year non and bakasyon namen. We became close. Sobra. Ayun nagkamabutihan, nagkaaminan hanggang sa nawala. Saglit lang yon. Mga 1 week? Fling lang siguro. I thought I was in love. Well, bata pa ko non.

So I was in 2nd year highschool, nagkaron ng iba't-ibang babaeng nagustuhan, nakatuluyan and nawala din. I was okay. Yung iba dun natuwa naman ako  Masaya 2nd year high school ko. Hanggang sa dumating yung 3rd year highschool..

Nagkausap ulet kami ni Marie. Naging close, we were best friends Lahat ng problema ko sinasabe ko sa kanya pati siya. We always talk. Akala ko okay lang ulet na ganon kaso hindi eh. hahaha. Akala ko kasi wala na feelings ko, never palang nawala. Akala ko di ko minahal kasi bata pa lang ako non, yun pala di ko siya matanggal sa puso ko. Ang drama HAHAHAHA. Nagiging okay kami, minsan nararamdaman ko na parang may gusto siya kaso one day, nagkausap sila nung gusto niyang lalake from another school. Edi ayun naging sila, ako tanga. Hahahaha.

Pero I laughed it off kase I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm that type of person. =))

Nabalitaan ko nagbreak sila so I was suppose to grab the chance. Kaso she told me na this guy who was waiting for him for 2 years, she wants to give him a chance. Ako naman, I gave way ulet. Kung san siya masaya diba, dapat yun din ako sumaya? Kahit sobrang hirap. Sige lang 

Fourth year and it was the best year in high school. YOLO KAMI NETO. HAHAHA. Sobrang saya, probably the best school year ever :)) I met someone during my senior year. Tumagal kami ng 5 months. Honestly, kaya ako nakipaghiwalay kase one day, bumisita si Marie sa school. I looked at her and didn't know that I was staring already. Sobrang natulala ako sa kanya, nakatitig lang. Natunaw na yon. Hahaha. Bumalik lahat lahat. Yung memories hanggang sa feelings. Then I realized that I never forgot to love her. Naalala ko pa yung tumatambay kami sa bahay nila. (May kasamang iba yan ah. HAHAHA)

I never meant to hurt the girl I was with. She was one of the best girls you can ever have. Ayoko namang hiwalayan. Pero I didn't want to lie to myself and to her. I never told her the truth na kaya ako nakipaghiwalay kasi mahal ko pa rin si Marie.

Marie is so beautiful. Inside and out. Ang galing sumayaw, ang daming alam na gawaing bahay. Masipag, matalino, pursigido, responsable. Everything you want for your future wife. Yung iba kong mga nagustuhan, minahal ko ng totoo pero di pa rin talaga nawawala yung feelings ko kay Marie.

And ngayon na palapit na yung pasukan, natatakot na naman ako kase baka makasalubong ko siya don. She studies in the same university..

Ewan ko kung dapat bang magmove on. Sana kayanin. Aantayin ko siya pero di ko alam kung may mapapala ako. Bahala na. Hahahaha. Simula nung naging kayo ng boyfriend mo na possessive eh di na tayo nakapagusap eh. Iniintindi ko kahit masakit. I miss you, I love you and I will wait for you..

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