Kwentong Kolehiyo

Don't Give Up On Us, Baby

So I've been with this guy for four years now. Maraming nagsasabi na he's too good to be true. Halos perfect na nga e. DL, President ng isang org, Becarios Scholar, Class Valedictorian, hindi nagsmoke or drink alcolic beverages, hindi nagmumura, he doesn't even watch porn and believe it or not may book na siya para sa major subject nya next sem and nagaadvance reading na siya ngayon ng lessons niya to think na sembreak na. Also, we never did "it.". He respects me that much na never naging issue yun and he never asked for it. Motto ata namin yung line sa kanta ni Beyonce e, "If you like it then you should have put a ring on it." Yes, sabihin nyo ng para syang 31st of February kasi walang ganun. Pero hindi e, he does exist.

So here's the catch. We had these major misunderstandings these past few weeks. As expected ako yung reason for all of that. I have this tendency to hurt this guy pero wala siyang ginawa kundi ibigay sa akin lahat. We we're already in the point na parang tatanggapin niya na na ayoko na talaga. Na di na to magwowork for us. Nasabi ko na lahat ng masasakit na salita sa kanya. I even told him na kayang kaya ko siyang palitan kasi maraming nagkakagusto sa akin.

Buti nalang at nagbasa ako dito. Nabasa ko yung post na "The One Who Wants To Go Away" at binasa ko din yung comments. Sobrang nalinawan ako. Sobrang naappreciate ko siya lalo at thank you sa mga nagcomment doon na binabasura lang yung pinapangarap nila. Nung nagkausap kami, binawi ko lahat ng masasakit na sinabi ko sa kanya. We said our Sorry's and I love you's and it really felt so good deep inside. At syempre sobrang makokonsensya ako pag di ko nakitang ipanganak sa Earth ang mga "little versions of us" kasi kahit wala pa sila mahal na mahal na namin sila.

To the guy who love me unconditionally, I love you so much. I'm so sorry for hurting you. You know how much I love you. Tinanong mo ko kung kakayanin kaya nating mawala sa isa't isa, well the answer is NO. I won't ever think of giving up on us again. And please don't stop understanding me whenever I have my moments.

At kay Ate na nagpost ng "The One Who Wants To Go Away," isa lang masasabi ko sa'yo. Wag po tayong maging tanga. Sobrang swerte natin to have guys like them. They're every girl's dream. Talk about the things you loved most about being together, sigurado ako magbabago ihip ng hangin. 

Love is in the air again
2011
Faculty of Pharmacy