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I Want To Win Some, But I Don't Want To Lose Some

I Want to Win Some, But I Don't Want to Lose Some

We are the best of friends. Everyday nung college, magkasama tayo, magkausap, iisa ang trip. In fact, you are the only one that I consider my true friend. Kaya lang, I think I am committing a grave crime: ang traydurin ka. You know why? Kasi I'm falling in love with you, my only true friend.

Ang masakit pa, narealize ko lang ito ngayong graduate na tayo. Oo, may mga babae akong katext/kalandian pero eventually, I get bored. Iba talaga pag tayo ang magkausap. Our conversations can go on and on for ours without me getting bored. Kahit hindi tayo magkasama, napapatawa mo ako. I always miss the times we were together: ang pagtambay mo sa dorm ko, ang paglalakad natin kung saan-saan for hours habang nag-uusap about life, ang pagtambay natin sa may Fountain of Wisdom (or Fountain of Knowledge? Di ko pa rin alam which is which haha), LAHAT. I miss everything about you, about us.

Now, you just started your first job with a very good and promising company. You're having the time of your life and your dreams are slowly becoming a reality. Ako naman, magsisimula na rin sa company na papasukan ko in a few days. We have separate lives now, but the friendship is still there.

Pero naiinis ako sa sarili ko because I am wanting for more. I want to be more than friends.

Kung noon lang sana narealize ko na hindi lang best friend ang tingin ko sa'yo. Kung noon lang sana na araw-araw pa tayong magkasama, niligawan na kita. Kung pwede ko lang ibalik ang oras.

But I don't want to betray you, my love. I don't want to end this friendship because this is what keeps you with me.

Coward
2011-2014
CFAD