Kwentong Kolehiyo

Not Jealous

We've been close friends for years now, until your new best friend came. You spent time together more than we did. Sometimes I wonder about the endless topics you both have in mind to talk about all the time. You always say you are there and I always say I am here, for the both of us. However, those seem to be just words willing to be published into books to become a film of reality. It is okay with me, honestly it is totally fine with me. I know that life is yours and you have your discretion. But, that person’s influence on you is not good, as I see it. I may be too judgmental on this but you know it and you knew about it. You've gone through trials because of that person’s influence. And like what I said, it’s fine with me, until this point came: The point where you started to doubt on me. You listened to that person’s hearsay. You may have believed in that person because that person is your new best friend. Clearly, that person is successful in bringing birth on your bad side. You may not believe how bad I can think about this, but that person is using you and everything else that you have for his/her own advantage. That person needs you, and you misunderstand it. I will always be a friend to you, and I know you are too, but the only wish I have in mind right now is, please mind your own (you and your best friend) business. Just please do not talk about me when you are together. I don’t trust that person, but who am I to judge? He/she became your best friend maybe because you just saw something good within him/her OR maybe you just had this shallow understanding of each other. Whichever way, I still hate that person, not because she literally stole you from me but because of the influences she had and continuously engraved on your personality.

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2010 
College of Architecture