Kwentong Kolehiyo

Slice of Life

"I remember, when I was 13,I started to have a boyfriend. The worst is he was my 2nd cousin! Yeah I became an insist in that very young age! First He became my crush, it's natural that we experienced to have a crush even in our relatives. I had a crush on him because my best friend is his cousin who live in their house. I'm always went to my best friend because we are making our homework for the other day. Every time I saw him, there is a feeling in my heart that was slowly growing. Finally, I admit that I had a crush on him.

One day, my best friend tell us about him. She said she hate him because he had many girlfriends through text as he can. She said, how can she change that bad attitude of him. At that point, she seek for my help and our another friends help to change him, since we had a cellphone. She said that he will give the cp number of him and text him with another name so wouldn't find our real identity

Months later, we became text mates. We became close and he text me if he can court me. I said yes but my really plan is we became bf and gf but I will change his playboy attitude. Weak planner, isn't it?! Suddenly, I feel in love with him even he knows me with other name. We always text each other, call each other and then I forgot my plan. I forgot I need to change him. The one who is changing was me. I admit it to my best friend but she also push me to like him. Damn it! One night we are talking about him in her room then we don't know that my best friend's brother are listening on the other room! He found out our secret that I and my cousin are in relationship but with another identity. That time, I don't know what to do. It's embarrassment if he reveal my true identity. That his girlfriend was his cousin! Fast forward! He found out that I am his girl thought text but he said he want to continue our relationship and fuck it I agree.

We are always seeing each other at night around 11 and above where no one can caught us dating near our houses. He abuse my innocence. He knows that I'm already fell in love with him. So, he started asking if I had a first hug,kiss and someone with in bed. I told him none and he said he wants it. He want to be my first to do that. I don't know what he'd done to me because I am just agree what he wanted. Then I give it all to him. Nothing more nothing less!

I HUG HIM. HE TEACH ME HOW TO KISS. AND WE ARE KISSING WHILE WE ARE IN HIS ROOM ONE NIGHT AROUND 1 AM BUT WHEN I FELT SOMETHING WAS GOING ON I SAID I WANT TO GO HOME! AND THANKS, HE ALLOW ME!

He became my inspiration. I became top 2 at my class. When his bday came, I surprise him with couple bracelet and a cake I made with my best friend's help. He was very happy. Sometime we do not text each other because his mom confiscate his cellphone. So, we wrote love letter. He send his letter to my best friend and my bestfriend give it me and v-versa.

Our relation going stronger. I think. I feel. I started to day dreaming that he was only adopted so we can be married someday and have a happy family. But one night I found out that he likes his classmate and they are texting each other. IT REALLY HURT! IS HE REALLY NUMB?to the point THAT HE COULD NOT NOTICE THAT I AM really JEALOUS with her! Damn!

I feel something change after I found out that thingy. But I FOUGHT FOR OUR RELATION. I DID MY BEST, I KNOW IT. One night, around 9 pm, we settle a date. I was really happy but when I am going home I found out that my parents searching for me because i said i'm with my bff but when they talk to her i'm not there.

I try to hid to the near field where it was muddy. I'M SCARED WHAT IF THEY MY BFF TOLD ABOUT OUR SECRET RELATION BUT IN THE END I CHOOSE GO HOME.

When im at home my home, my dad was very angry. He almost kill me and my mom told me that she knows who is my bf is. My dad hit me with a PBC. I DO NOT KNOW BUT I DO NOT FELT ANY HURT WITH THAT THING. Next morning, I choose to go to school, im on top so i will not be absent and miss any subjects. I ACT LIKE THERE IS NO WRONGS HAPPEN AND I TOLD TO MY SELF WE WILL CONTINUE OUR RELATION.

One day, after I ate lunch my dad still not talking to me. My mom talk and told that she reveal our relation to my bf's parents and agreed that they will talk to their son to stop our relation. I smirk, laugh in my mind and said HE WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON US! BUT, HE REALLY DID! I CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED BECAUSE HE NEVER FOUGHT FOR US! THAT TIME I REALLY HATE HIM! MY MOM TOLD ME JUST MOVE ON frown emoticon I MOVE ON AFTER 1 WEEK BECAUSE OF PAIN AND I TOLD TO MY SELF THAT I WILL REVENGE...

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