Kwentong Kolehiyo

Think Before You Act

Think before you act because in the end you might regret something that you shouldn't have done. 

I have personally experienced this kind of mistake before and as of now it is the most unforgettable mistake that I have ever made. When I lost the most special person (aside from my family) in my life I badly want to go back to the time when he and I were still together. Back then we were always happy and inspired. He was one of the reasons why I always want to live. Each day he would send me messages which I would wake up to in the morning , even a simple morning text from him really makes me happy. He was really caring, thoughful, lovable, kind, generous and all the other adjectives that you could think of. Well yes he's a really one of a kind person but he also has flaws like me. Sometimes we would split up but eventually fall back into each other's arm again. Between the two of us he's the one who loves more. Yes I love him but I have priorities in life which is somehow more important than him. When I chose him over my studies I honestly felt nothing I thought i'd be fine without him that's why I kept pushing him away when he talks to me and begs me to come back. A month after being without him some things suddenly hit me, I need him, I miss him and I love him. I realized that others were right "You would only know the value of someone once he's gone" . I tried getting him back for months. I consistently ask him if there is still a chance that he and I could be back together but he also pushed me away like I did before, I put aside my pride until nothing is left of it, but I guess it was all too late. He doesn't want me back and I understand it. Maybe its because he went through so much pain and he's afraid of getting hurt again or he just realized that he deserves someone better. It took so much time before I was able to comprehend the fact that he and I could no longer be together again and when it happened I told myself that I would never be doing the same mistake again. From this I learned a very important lesson in life and that is to think before you act.

Jinny
2020
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